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Monday, October 29, 2012

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. i am , alan ," she said ." i'm ready to be a mom . i really want this baby . i've grown a lot .
she looked at my eyes for an indication of how dubious i might be of her self -assesment . i tried to make sure that there were was nothing there for her to see . i wanted to believe her ." well , i hope yoou luck has changed and that this pregnancy  goes perfectly ," i'm ....truly happy for both of you . all of you ."
she held up both hands , fingers crossed on each , doubling her plea for good fortune ."i'm at ten  weeks now .i've never mae it to ten weeks before . this one feels right . it's different . i don't know why , but biological . it feels ... more real , like it's truly part of me . i think this oe will be my bay .i can't believe i'm going to be a mom ."
she seemed genuinely pleased ad excited at the prospect of become a mother . although i wanted  to trust in the transformation , i also knew that where merideth was concerned my reading comprehension skills were not legendary . at least not legendarily good .
she dropped her hands so that her fingers were laced and cradled  low across her abdomen . her flat belly -  merideyh was no stranger  to vanity , and she had never been someone unwilling to pay the price in crunches and pilates  sessions that were necessary to keep her abson  an uninterrupted vertical plane - belied  no contour indicative of pregnancy .
as the weeks . and her pregnancy , progressed , i thought merideth would disply the constitutional evedence of procreation reluctantly  . when her belly did begin to blge in a way she could no longer fashionalbly disguise  , she would make certain that her maternal silhousette was presented to the world to its best advantage , the designer maternity salespeiople at bergdorf  and berneys and in the boutiques on madison avenue would salivate when they spotted her rounging belly preceding her in their doors .

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