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Friday, February 8, 2013

309 deadtime

he is making me - no , no , he is going to ..... i don't know how to say visa . i broke my visa . if i - he will ...."
kanyn leaned her head onto may's shoulder  , she said ." it 's funny , but at forst , i thought jaana was talking about a credit card problem . that kind of visa ." amy stroked kanyn 's hair ." but that was only part of  it . that's not all she was dealing with jaana was pregnant . she didn't want to geyt an abortion . shirtless guy wanted her to . she needed to get away from him , or ....."
jules and mel each looked at eric .
eric  said ," she didn't tell me that ." with his dinial , everyone looked at him , even kanyn ." she didn't , i didn't know she was pregnant . i swear . what she told me - she made it sound like a visa problem . that's all ."
kanyn said , she didn't me to tell anyone . if sheened up having to have the abortion , she didn't want anyone to know . she was ashamed ."
the irony slapped me . jaana was shasmed by the prospect of ending a pregnancy .eric was shamed by the prospect pf people discovering how far he was willing to go to ensure one .
"was it shirtless guyt's baby ?" jules asked .
kanyn said ." she thought so . she wasn't certain ."
mel said ,"my god . she was pregnant whren she disappeared . that's horrible ."
mel was jumping to the end of the story , looking for  tragioc conclusions . everyone else , i thought , was still turning pages , looking for motivatiions that might make sense of the tragic conclusions .
when jaana told him she was pregnant . the shirtless man insisted she have an abortuion . he would pay , jaaana had initially agreed , made plans to go to a clinic with a girlfriend from estonia , but she changed her mind . she told him on hike down she would keep the baby .

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