he would argue to me that we couldn't affort for him to become the puplic face of surrogacy .
i suspected that his wish that not dig around in whatever had happened in the grand canyon was because of similar concers . public scrutiny of the facts of what happened in the grand canyon that day might bring eric notoriety . he did not want notoriety .
if things had gone well , this would have been my second trimester , the quite time during my pregnancy . his perspective was that now that wee were using a surrogate , the whole thing should have been even quieter . the subtext ? take care of this , merideth .
that's the way i feared eric looked at it . my fault . anatomically / my problem , administratively .
he promised me he needed only a week or to wrap things up with the people he needed to impress . then the position would be his .
i didn't tell him that i had gone ahead and hired sam . i figured the fight we would have about it would be a distration for him .
he kept telling me he didn't need distractions .
i suspected that his wish that not dig around in whatever had happened in the grand canyon was because of similar concers . public scrutiny of the facts of what happened in the grand canyon that day might bring eric notoriety . he did not want notoriety .
if things had gone well , this would have been my second trimester , the quite time during my pregnancy . his perspective was that now that wee were using a surrogate , the whole thing should have been even quieter . the subtext ? take care of this , merideth .
that's the way i feared eric looked at it . my fault . anatomically / my problem , administratively .
he promised me he needed only a week or to wrap things up with the people he needed to impress . then the position would be his .
i didn't tell him that i had gone ahead and hired sam . i figured the fight we would have about it would be a distration for him .
he kept telling me he didn't need distractions .
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