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Tuesday, January 15, 2013

196 deadtime

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his ex 
i called in sick to work . i haven't called in sick to work in five years .
i always hated it when he got con stipated . i'm talking about aln when we were married . and he constiaption in question had absolutely nothing to do with his lover
i palyed it cute on the phone with him about staying at my condo , not desperate . i teased him . i didn't complain , i didn't push . mostly . i didn't whine . but i felt desperate .
i did all the things that used to work with him when we were together , but i still couldn't even gewt him to tell me where the hell he was going to dinner .
or more to the pointt , with whom .
fifteen minutes after he hung up on me to go off to his dinnere meeeting i realized - jesus effing - that i was still waiting for him to call me back and get reasonable . want to know why i left him ? put that near the top of the lis=t - too many hours wasted waiting for him to be reasonable .

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