" what ?" i said , fearing i'd gone too far .
" people are coplicated ," sam said ." but most of the time they're complicated in uncomplicated ways . for even more uncomplicated reason ."
while i weighed sam's wisdom - my initial impression was tht there was soe thruth there - i swallowed my lingering curiosity abot the meaning of ranger's use of "unreliable " and washed it down wih some of the bottled water i'd pulled from the refrigerator .
it wassn't my eveing beverage of choice . during my earlier invetory of condo's meager kitchen stores i had spotted a bottle of designer vodka in the freezer . i was tempted to wander back inside from the balcon and pour myself a few inches while i talked with sam .
i hadn't dne that in a while . quaffed vodka alone at night . at first ,"a while " had been a week . recently ." a while " had eveloped into something i could measure in months . low-singe digit months , but months nonetheless . for me that was progress . beforre the progress , i'd had a longer stretch of months when i'd drunk ale frequently . even daily . not drinking vodka alone was another way i was doing better .
sam continnuted his story about dinner with ranger ramna ." whhy d women want to sleep with me ?" he said , jolting me out of my introspection ." i don't get it . i'm not out looking . and i got no illusions here - i'm not the most handsome guy . if women actually choose me out of the lineup of avaible men , jeez , what does that says about how would ask the frst question that sm asked - he -" why do women want to sleep with me ?" question - in a manner that could be described onlyas boastful . but braggadoci wasn't one of sam's vanities . i waited a judicious amount of time for him to continute the line of thought on his own , suspecting that his query to me was rhetorical and that any answer i floated would end up being he equalent of using my fingernails to clean a viper's fangs .
" people are coplicated ," sam said ." but most of the time they're complicated in uncomplicated ways . for even more uncomplicated reason ."
while i weighed sam's wisdom - my initial impression was tht there was soe thruth there - i swallowed my lingering curiosity abot the meaning of ranger's use of "unreliable " and washed it down wih some of the bottled water i'd pulled from the refrigerator .
it wassn't my eveing beverage of choice . during my earlier invetory of condo's meager kitchen stores i had spotted a bottle of designer vodka in the freezer . i was tempted to wander back inside from the balcon and pour myself a few inches while i talked with sam .
i hadn't dne that in a while . quaffed vodka alone at night . at first ,"a while " had been a week . recently ." a while " had eveloped into something i could measure in months . low-singe digit months , but months nonetheless . for me that was progress . beforre the progress , i'd had a longer stretch of months when i'd drunk ale frequently . even daily . not drinking vodka alone was another way i was doing better .
sam continnuted his story about dinner with ranger ramna ." whhy d women want to sleep with me ?" he said , jolting me out of my introspection ." i don't get it . i'm not out looking . and i got no illusions here - i'm not the most handsome guy . if women actually choose me out of the lineup of avaible men , jeez , what does that says about how would ask the frst question that sm asked - he -" why do women want to sleep with me ?" question - in a manner that could be described onlyas boastful . but braggadoci wasn't one of sam's vanities . i waited a judicious amount of time for him to continute the line of thought on his own , suspecting that his query to me was rhetorical and that any answer i floated would end up being he equalent of using my fingernails to clean a viper's fangs .
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