" thank you ," i said ." i wasn't looking at things through a clear lens . i should've been able to get there on my own ."
i thought she was done with the topic . i was wrong ." being a surrogate would be way too much of an anchor for me . i haven't had a relationship that lasted nine months since high school . i have to follow the work . especially if i want to direct . vancouver . london . new york . wherever ."
"relationships are -"
" for later ," she said .
"now ?"
she sat back ." i hook up when i feel a need ."
the brash intimacy surprised me ." that's enough for you ?" i said .
"enough what ? sex ?" she shrugged ." depends on the frequency . enough romance ? she sighed ." can't offord it . i won't sleep with guys who makes my heart go flip flop way too complicated . enough companionship ? girlfriend and gay guys are easier for that . usually better , too ."
" you never want ....more ?"
"i always want more . of everything ." she looked at my ring again ." you do too ."she waited a few sev=conds for me to intie my tongue ." everything in its time . sometimes it's lonely . i get over it ," she said ." we all make choices ."
kanyn delivered a couple of guys who were a little older than me to the tble beside ours . they kissed before they sat down . kanyn turned to amy ." working through the backlog . you two need anything ?"
amy said ." you and mel have a friend named jack ?"
kanyn 's face became a mask ." what did you hear ?" she said .
i could see in amy 's eyes that she recognized the peculiarity of kanyn 's reply ."nothing ," she said ." mel ....went to the valley . she's worried about jack ."
kanyn forced a smile ." i'll call him . see what 's going on gotta go ."
i thought she was done with the topic . i was wrong ." being a surrogate would be way too much of an anchor for me . i haven't had a relationship that lasted nine months since high school . i have to follow the work . especially if i want to direct . vancouver . london . new york . wherever ."
"relationships are -"
" for later ," she said .
"now ?"
she sat back ." i hook up when i feel a need ."
the brash intimacy surprised me ." that's enough for you ?" i said .
"enough what ? sex ?" she shrugged ." depends on the frequency . enough romance ? she sighed ." can't offord it . i won't sleep with guys who makes my heart go flip flop way too complicated . enough companionship ? girlfriend and gay guys are easier for that . usually better , too ."
" you never want ....more ?"
"i always want more . of everything ." she looked at my ring again ." you do too ."she waited a few sev=conds for me to intie my tongue ." everything in its time . sometimes it's lonely . i get over it ," she said ." we all make choices ."
kanyn delivered a couple of guys who were a little older than me to the tble beside ours . they kissed before they sat down . kanyn turned to amy ." working through the backlog . you two need anything ?"
amy said ." you and mel have a friend named jack ?"
kanyn 's face became a mask ." what did you hear ?" she said .
i could see in amy 's eyes that she recognized the peculiarity of kanyn 's reply ."nothing ," she said ." mel ....went to the valley . she's worried about jack ."
kanyn forced a smile ." i'll call him . see what 's going on gotta go ."
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