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Thursday, January 24, 2013

229 deadtime

" no urge to jump in the sack with her ? deja vu ? old time's sake ?"
"no."
" that would be significant ."
" nothing ."
he disgested my denial ." sometimes something happens even when nothing happens . other times nothing happing is exactly what it sounds like . i have a friend in the mental health field who would tell me that at toimes it cabn be difficulfft to tell tose two things apart ."
i was that friend . sam eas good at this . i might have been surprised . but i wasn't .
he said ."forget everything i just said if you 'd like . really . i'm no genius about this shit .i've screwed up everything that matters in the oast couple of years."
"xcept simon ."
"except simon ."
i said ." maybe you're wisher than you know ."
" this is easy . listenningto your problems . doing color commentary on your situation ." he paused ." i ever tell you how i think this ?"
he didn't care whether i wanted to hear it ." seems to me doing psychotheray is like looking over somebody's shoulder while they play solitaire .you point out shit that they miss , simple shit , stuff they can n't see for some funnyreason even though they're staring right at it ." you need to put the black ten on the red jack ." like that ."
"okay."
"solitare 'slways easier when it's somebody else's game . evernotice that? it's not hard to see what card somebody else isn't playing ."

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