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Wednesday, November 21, 2012

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. we'd used as an expert for background on surrogacy  he... does these things . all the time  . eric and i made an appointment . the lawyer walked us through  it . the practiceal side , the  legal side . you'd be suprised , but there's not much law governing all permissive to a few banning surrogacy entirely . he put us in touch with some surrogacy agencies .
i was getting close to bannling mode . i could feel it starting , but i couldn't stop it ." it's not that big a deal anymore . surrogacy . lots of women do it . some a -listens , even ." my girlfriends  would have asked  me to dish . the lawyer had told us about one actress who'd worn a  maternity  suite   until her surrogate delivered  the baby in another city .
but alan didn't bite . i didn't expect him to . my ex could tell me who won the last ten tours de france . he couldn't tell me anybody who'd made  " page six " in the post in past year .
"eric and i went to an agency , dangled our toes  in the water ,  eventually interviewed some girls . women . they were  all right . nice . eric got discouraged , though , called them " ren a wombs ." a couple of the women intrigued me - we did our due diligence  on them , all the way through reading their psych evals . no real red flags emerged  in their backgrounds , but neither of them felt right to eric . he wanted to feel a connection . does that make sense ?"
i knew better than to ask alan questions like that . he didn't have to say     " does it make sense to you ?" his eyes would do  that for him . so i refused to look at his eyes .
one night at dinner at home - we were both in the city at the sametime , which doesn't happen very often . i'd cooked ," alan ' eyebrows jumped  when i mentioned cooking ." i've learned how to make crepes . we got chicken , with a lemon inside . and herbs . i do twice-baked  potatoes . with good cheese . i buy dessert . anyway , during dinner , eric said , " what about lisa ? we could use lisa ." lisa was his friend , the one who'd been a surrogate ."

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